However they are yet to enter pleas.At the same time, the documents show Roche was communicating with syndicate members using the codenames "Penfold" and "endangered species", complaining about his mounting expenses after the van broke down during the trip."F***ing nightmare to be left like this," he wrote."Madness to not plan a more smother [sic] process."Also I have to pay for the extra and stay here at the caravan park And the mechanic to do it if he ever shows up wit [sic] the part to do it."I have been given money to cover this but it's getting blown out by the day."By January 27, Roche told his handler he was "close to just f***ing off"."This will ruin me having the caravan under my name, standed [sic] here in the middle of f***ing nowhere," he wrote."I might be overreacting, but it's not how it should have gone