It's one of the harsh realities that you can burn out and feel 'Well, there's nothing I can do to change this, the ballet world doesn't want me'."It's getting better, and there's definitely more diversity, but I think there's still a long way to go."Beeston also relates to the sense of serenity Clara feels when she dances in front of an audience."The anxiety disappears," Clara says of performing I feel strong and powerful."Beeston started dancing again after she experienced severe perinatal mental illness after her son's birth, and it became a vital part of her recovery process